I somehow managed to revert back to an infantile mindset. Hyperbole aside, I've seemingly started endless cycle of self denial all over again. Perhaps that hints at depression- in reality, the anxiety stems more from a psychological facet than from a psychological one.
I don't have a chemical imbalance.
I look on humorously at the idea of looking back at this rambling nonsense in a couple of years. Perhaps by that time, I've taken full reign of my inner being, and have managed to progress to a more stable state. Perhaps I regressed. Maybe I've stagnated like the world around me.
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